If I Were A Painter

If I were a painter
Would've painted your heart
A heart that could love me
And feels the same as mine
A heart that could feel the pain
That I feel in your absence
A heart that could see the tears
When you are far
A heart that could miss me
More than mine misses you
A heart that could hear the cry
When mine cries for you
A heart that could beat for me
As mine beats for you
But I am not so gifted
Is that why you drifted?
Or tell me the reason, tell me why?
Was my love not enough?
Or did I make you cry?
More than my life, I loved you
Was that not enough for you?
I am not angry, but I miss you
My life wouldn't be in dark
If I were a painter
And I could paint your heart.

The Ghost

Once I went to a hunted place

It was quiet and calm, like space

As I walked and explored

Hit a stone and I was floored

To my surprise, I was not hurt

And also I felt some support

This scared me the most

Have I actually felt a ghost?

I gathered courage and went again

To see if I could feel the same

I felt somebody is walking along

Also I could hear a melodious song

I shouted, screamed, and tried to talk

But all I could feel, was 'The Walk'

Now I wanted to see this host

Or, was I falling for a ghost?

A sweet melody that I did hear

Now I wanted more, without any fear

I sat there for hours, counting days

Tried to talk to her in multiple ways

Days passed, I started talking to the walls

But no response ever came from the halls

That castle was along the coast

Did I fall in love with a ghost?

Then for the last time, I went there

With a hope that today I could hear

Today I decided to say goodbye

Thought, at least she would say 'hi'

I heard nothing, but ambience turned blue

I realized, she liked my presence too

Now I am far away from that coast

But in my heart, I still miss that ghost.

Yaadien

Kya kya din dekhe hai maine
Dhekhi hai kya kya raatien
Beet gye wo saare lamhe
Reh gyi bas teri yaadien

Wo lamhe yaad aate hai
Jo kaate the tere sang
Hasna gana ruthna manana
Le gya tu zindgi k sab rang

Ruth gyi hai ab khushiya
Gham ne hai thama daman
Roti hai sab deeware
Soona hai mera aangan

Ab tanhai se hai mera sath
Tuje pane ki kho chuka hu aas
Phr bhi is dil me tu baki hai kahi
Dur ho kr bhi tu hai dil k paas

The Wait

Cute is her face

Sweet are her talks

And, I wanna see her

When she walks

It’s been long

We are in touch

But about her

I don’t know much

We exchange texts

Day and night

Should I call her?

That’s a plight

Yes, we never talk

Over the phone

But in a recording

I heard her tone

Like a soothing music

Was her voice

I wanna hear her more

Refraining is not a choice

For long, I wanna see her

In the best way, I will greet

Yes, that day has come

And finally we’ll meet.

Three Days

For a long time, you were away
I know how I passed each day
And you removed your picture too
I'd miss it, tell me what to do
Three days without you in sight
Passing time is no less than a fight
Only in pictures I adore you girl
Unfortunately, haven't seen you in real
But I'll wait for three long days
You change your mind, heart prays
If you don't, You'd remain dearest
For some reason, I find you the best
To see you girl, I would find ways
For you I can wait, more than
THREE DAYS.

Love At First Sight

Girl in metro, on the opposite seat

To her beauty, no girl can compete

Flowers on shirt were fresh as live

Spectacles on nose, five on five

Eyes were prettier than pearls

Hair were made with perfect curls

Teeth were whiter than milk

Skin seemed smoother than silk

A beautiful peak, was her nose

She looked prettier than a rose

Wish I had courage to say ‘hi’

Or, if she could hear my heart's cry

I might not get to see her again

This thought gave me a pain

In a while the train stopped

She stood up and she walked

She reached, it was her destination

I still had to travel to my station

Her picture is permanent in my brain

My eyes search for her in each train

I don't know what to call this plight

I think it's called love at first sight.

I Still Mourn

It’s been long,

I haven’t written a word.

Where is my inspiration?

Where in that Bird?

Am I too busy?

That I’ve lost the fire

Or, because you aren’t there

You were my desire

About you I wrote,

More than I could

And I loved you

More than you understood

But you played me,

Left me in the dark

Now I cry alone

But, I’ve lost that spark

As time passed

I moved on

But deep inside my heart

I STILL MOURN..!!!

Love - The Quest

Once in a lifetime you meet a person and you think you've reached the destination. Thoughts change, actions change and so does your life. Now anything and everything you do or think of, are either for that person or with that person. And in the run to achieve the love of that person we forget our own value, and thus we suffer. Our suffering is not a big deal, as every achievement is worth a sacrifice. But the big deal is what you forget, sufferings of the people around you, who actually love you; you parents and your siblings to be precise. And even your friends. You leave each and every one just to be with the one you "love". I am afraid if you really know the meaning of love. And in your quest to achieve you sacrifice everything.  You forget the love of the woman who gave you birth and went through all the trouble and pain she went through, carrying you in her womb, your mother. You forget the love the man, who raised you to be what you become (successful) not exactly what you become. Love of your sibling, with whom you spent your childhood. And you forget your friends who were there with you in all the ups and downs of your life. But look at you, how selfish you become. Have you ever wondered, if what you do is right? Try and find that answer for yourself. I am not saying that loving someone is a bad thing. Or you should not fall in love. In fact loving someone with all your heart is the best thing you can do. But, forgetting the love of the ones who loved you since the day of your first cry, or even before you cried, that’s injustice. I am not against love; in fact I appreciate those who can love. But remember, it’s always good to value the ones who love you, over the one you love. 

The First Time

I remember the first time

For once you felt

If you'd committed a crime

I know you were shy

And a little scared too

But I'm glad, you did try

I felt your body close to mine

And in your eyes

I could see a shine

Your face told the story

You defeated your shyness

And illuminated with glory

Out of shyness you took stand

For the first time you walked

Holding my hand

We Are One

"Hindu, Muslim, Sikh, Isaai; aapas me sab bhai bhai", this is what I learned when I was a kid. But, as I grew up I saw different world all together. A world governed by the religious warlords, manipulating innocents to kill on the basis of religion; and the irony is, that people do. We forget all the teachings that were taught. We forget phrases like "unity in diversity". Why? Because somebody with a “long beard”, or somebody with a “teekah” on his forehead; promised us a place in heaven. And in our conquest to heaven, we’re making our world and our lives HELL. From ‘unity in diversity’ we've started to follow, ‘those who do not follow your God must be killed’. In the name of peace bloodshed is supported. ‘There is one GOD’, doesn't apply anymore. And this war never ends, previously it used to be on roads once in a while but now we have social media to support the cause. If you go to a religious page on facebook or any other social media, I wonder if you find any teachings. All you would see is people abusing the religions and their followers. And they abuse the synonyms of ‘The One’.

I don’t understand what is wrong with the generation. In what direction we are heading. I am worried, what are we going to teach the coming generation? Do we want them to be born in a battlefield, or we'll make the world a better place, a peaceful place for the generations to come. I’ll leave it on you to answer it for yourself. We have to understand, WE ARE ONE.

The Kiss

I do not know how it will feel

When your lips and mine will seal

Your lovely lips, when they shine

I feel like touching them with mine

We haven’t shared that moment yet

But, it’s gonna be amazing, I bet

And your lips, they tell the same tale

They crave for mine, on the same scale

One day we’ll overcome this desire

I’ll hold you close and ignite the fire

For now I won’t say more

One day I’ll taste what I adore.

Best Cookies I've Ever Tasted

Three of us were high that night, two, because they were drunk; and I was senseless due to lack of sleep. The get together was at my place. Around 2 am, we felt hungry and decided to step out. We headed to twenty-four seven store. We walked around two kilometres and reached our destination.

“Guys, what do you want to eat?” I asked. We ended up with a coke, 3 hot-dogs, and a small pack of biscuits. First I picked bourbon and then I replaced it with some other random brand. And I paid around Rs. 600. While we were eating, one of my friends asked, “How much did you pay?” I told him the amount and he freaked out, and he was right. The bill shouldn't have had exceeded Rs. 350. He asked me to check the bill; I searched my pockets and realized that I dropped it somewhere. Hence, we returned.

We were all settled again and were busy with our chit chat. And I decided to check the price of the cookies we bought. The moment I saw it, my eyes popped out, and as I read it their scotch went in vain. Yes, the tag said Rs. 245. ONE SMALL PACK OF BISCUITS. But, as I opened the packet, it looked scrumptious. Cookies dipped in liquid chocolate. Best cookies we've ever tasted.

Hope

Earth, water, air, fire…

You create all you desire

You say and it’s done

That’s why you’re the one

Then you bested your creation

And you created humans

A race different from the rest

You felt proud and called them best

But something went really bad

I am not sure, but it’s sad

People are divided in your name

Worshiping you has become a game

There is bloodshed in your name

Innocents are killed without any shame

So called priests, the warlords survive

Innocents die and the culprits thrive

Killings, bombings, life’s turning worse

Seems humanity is under a curse

And there are some kind ones too

For help, they are waiting for you

End their wait, show your power

On them, let your mercy shower

Put an end to all the evil

It’s time, please kill the devil.

My Sister

An angel was born

When I was a kid

Hated her back then

I was so stupid.

Then then she grew

Holding my hand

And now by her side

I'm always ready to stand

She is the best gift

Given by God

For this angel in my life

I praise the Lord

Yes I am talking about

My cute little sis

Without her

My life's without bliss

O God, 

Never let her smile fade

If the sun is too hot

Be her shade

Protect her in winters

And in rains

Keep her happy

Give me her pains

Let her smile

Last forever

Give her tough times

Never

I thank you Lord

For this wonderful pearl

Now help me to take care

Of my cute little girl.